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On hearing God

October 25, 2015

Last month I had to go to jury duty. I was scared. Not of the duty itself but of having a panic attack IN the duty waiting area in front of a bunch of strangers, or maybe while going through the metal detector. (Previous post on post-stroke anxiety attacks here). What if? Those thoughts chased me for six months through three postponements. The week leading up to jury duty I prayed very hard and specifically, “God, please do not make…

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On faith and crisis

I haven’t been writing here too often because I’ve been trying to get some things figured out. Specifically, faith. Faith is a tough thing for me. My problem is not with God, my problem is with the distance I feel from God. Like, am…

September 29, 2015

Press in and hold on

On Friday I stepped foot in church after more than a year. It went okay so I went back on Sunday making for a grand total of the most I’ve attended church in over three years. You might be thinking whoop-de-do so she went…

April 24, 2014